Good Morning Jakarta

Hi, it's been a while

When I first started my blog, i intended to write one each day...But yesterday i couldn't write one...T_T

Anyway....Though I don't know what to write this morning, i'll try to think of something, hehehe

Hemmmhhh...let's see, what should i write....?
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AAARRRRGGGHHHHHH..!!!!!
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Well, i'll write about the traffic in jakarta, our beloved capital city!!!

Life in jakarta, is like living with pollution, especially when you're on the road.....And it's a really time consuming, unefficient life....(Thank God i'm not a driver, or a marketing officer who has to go around jakarta in their office hours =o)

It's really amazing to find a time when you're not faced with a traffic jam here....
Even when i go home at 8.30 pm, i'm still faced with it...-_-

This town is full with busy people....
Strangely enough, this morning, i went to my office without much trouble...Hmmmm...Thank Goooood.....

What the hell am i talking about...?! So unimportant....

Anyway...there are times when you just have to find some light in every darkness you've found....
Jakarta is full with impatient drivers...but still, there are some good ones....
So, to all of you who drives, please...be patient..........

This morning, it is a good morning, the sun is shining brightly....

So, i came to write something like thisss......hix.....never mind me......

I'm just trying to be thankful that I'm alive, trying to cherish all the good times while it lasts
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ureshiiiiii.......

One Life, Many... (what?!)

One night, I was wondering something.
I kept thinking about many things, 'bout my life.
I kinda lost my way, lost my path, lost my guidance.
And then something crossed my mind:
"Wouldn't it be great, if my life just suddenly end, just end. With something stupid. something small, like falling from the stairs. Wouldn't that end my problems? End of my troubles? I won't have to be troubled with anything, just blank, emptiness in my mind, like sleeping without ever waking up"
(whew, that's scary, actually, now that i think about it again)

Just a few minutes after that, it happened! It actually happened. I slipped from the top of the stairs in my house! Both of my feet were very slippery, I couldn't stand, I was just relying on the strength on my left arm to hold my body's weight!

Are you thinking what happened after that? Well, your'e reading this, so that means, I'm not dead yet (Duh)
I just stood there, trying to calm my mind, still shocked after being faced with death. If you see the stairs in my house, you'll understand how scary.

And then, I talked to Him. "Hey, i was just joking...! Don't take it seriously"

That was a stupid story....

Now that i think about it, i was thinking "what if...", and He showed me what it'd be like, if it happens. And in just seconds, I can see what would have happened if I just throw my life away.

The message of the story is:
1. Yes, guys, He can take jokes, but maybe in a different sense and a different definition of funny, hehe.
2. No, don't throw your life away. Don't even try to THINK about it. He knows...and maybe, just maybe, you'll learn it in a harder way than mine. So please don't.
3. Yes, it was foolish. So just read this, and learn from my experience. Some things aren't necessarily be learned by experiencing it.

Unusually Late

Well, I don't have much 2 write yet....
But still, I'll write as much as I can

I'll be writing as wise as I can,
as wishfull thinking as I can...

But don't hope for too much...
Besides, I'm just one man in a world of trillions

Hey, what the hell am I talking about?

I'll start with today, this morning.

Well, not really "morning" as some people would say.
Almost noon.

The rain was really heavy
I just sat in front of my room, smoking
Until 9.30 am, I finally decided to go to work (finally)

10.30 am arrived at the office.
Not much to say.

But what do you call it?
The times when u want 2 break from the chains that bind u
The times when u just think that you're not where u'r supposed 2b, or at least where u want 2 b.
The times when u just know that there's something more 4 u out there
The times when u call Him, asked Him, yell at Him, and yet, u plead to Him
'Cause u know, if u lose Him, u'll b alone, all alone...

But hey, those are just some times...
Sometimes we try to know and to have things
that we're not supposed to know or have, yet (maybe).
Try to think things through...
I've tried, and it was one hell of a trip, haha

I can't break these chains around me.
I shouldn't ask 4 more.
Guess no matter what I do, I just have to wait patiently.



"Patience, my boy, is the key to problems that you can't solve...yet... Maybe just not yet..."

"Mada mada dane...." ~Echizen Ryoma - Prince of Tennis/Tenisu no Ojisama~